finally i am back from china. really tired from all the walking, climbing, entering of tomb, hunting for good bargain and souvenir. something travel suck when thing goes wrong but i wont go into it. anyway my mind is having all kind of weird thought and dream recently and china girl are indeed hot, seriously, i don't mind a china girl as a girlfriend if they do speak English at the very least. Their above average is like WOW. Tired is all i have in my mind. I do miss the old days yet forget what is of the past instead look ahead at what is brand new. Anne rice 2nd book on Jesus give me a good idea on what is my next phase of my life going to be like. thank for the pm, seriously you will know who still care or want to be part of your life by looking at who enter your blog. I am revamping my life pretty soon, building up my body, working to get money, making my business successful within 2 years and start to delete and put aside contact and people who are still on good term because of the benefit they get from me and not because of genuine friendship. I am a very simple person, i return people who treat me well double of what they give me, same as those who treat me badly, i will be "nice" to them. (: this is just some random post afte i return and once again i hate emo people. So those who are, please dont be like that in front of me.