beenin feeling weird recently. thinking alot abt wat happening around me and how thing are evolving. Its just weird thou nothing big reali happen bt its juz interesting to observe. its weird i am sitting down on my bed listening to Jay chou song. lols and tat lead me to think of a few people, mainly Jelly and felicia, both crazy fans of his. lols. i am looking at my future and wonder what will happen then. my feeling for many people have fade. Both in term of romantic and in term of friendship with different peoples. I guess God is shaping me to make the necessary changes in my life. Who will go on to my next phrase of my life who wont. disappointed with my business partner thou. they are like kind of slack. can i ask why must i be the one arranging how the thing flow guys. ok, i am managing it, but u guys are partner too, u guys have a say, i mean if i plan all, then might as well i do a one man show. Sigh, i dont know. hopefully thing will turn for the good soon. tmw wil be the camp. thinking how great it will be and how much i can learn from it. hopefully i can bring some kid into church too. i guess i have to delay my message a bit more cause it 3am now and i kind of have to reach north area at 815. thus i have to wake up at like 630am. rawr. give me a break. Nite guys, new world new change. everyone should keep evolving like a caterpillar to a cacoon to a butterfly. keep changing to be a more beautiful person. dont hide in cask. that where you can fly and reach the un-imagine. gd nite