it been long since i post, and i am quite frustrated. i start the forum in the mind that everyone can join in. my side of the fren start to join in. bt the rest of the cell grp is like stun, most of them dont even join much less invite fren. with this kind of mentality. just a simple registration and i have this kind of respond. how do you get thing going seriously. what one man can do is limited. what a group can do is limitless, if they are going to be forever going this way. good luck with revival. you will never see one cause non of you are doing any work. Faith without work are dead. yeah so what if you guys are screaming, aspiring, asking God to pick you to do revival. Put it across right into your face, you guys want to do greater works, then start working, if this is all you are willing to give into God kingdom, i can see what coming up next. RAWR. yeah u guys are great, yeah, today is so tiring and i dont wan to do this i dont wan to do that God, its so tiring. i cant serve you anymore, maybe i serve you on the bigger picture so all can see i am serving then i get a bit of honour too rite God. Isnt this what i am seeing at times. well some of you will look at me and go well Ben, you are so great huh, as if you do alot, well at least when u guys ask for help i am there to help as much as i can and to my best of ability. At times i whine but i get the job done. God see the heart. Come on, you can do better then this. Rawr. my fire is up. shall stop here
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:02 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
beenin feeling weird recently. thinking alot abt wat happening around me and how thing are evolving. Its just weird thou nothing big reali happen bt its juz interesting to observe. its weird i am sitting down on my bed listening to Jay chou song. lols and tat lead me to think of a few people, mainly Jelly and felicia, both crazy fans of his. lols. i am looking at my future and wonder what will happen then. my feeling for many people have fade. Both in term of romantic and in term of friendship with different peoples. I guess God is shaping me to make the necessary changes in my life. Who will go on to my next phrase of my life who wont. disappointed with my business partner thou. they are like kind of slack. can i ask why must i be the one arranging how the thing flow guys. ok, i am managing it, but u guys are partner too, u guys have a say, i mean if i plan all, then might as well i do a one man show. Sigh, i dont know. hopefully thing will turn for the good soon. tmw wil be the camp. thinking how great it will be and how much i can learn from it. hopefully i can bring some kid into church too. i guess i have to delay my message a bit more cause it 3am now and i kind of have to reach north area at 815. thus i have to wake up at like 630am. rawr. give me a break. Nite guys, new world new change. everyone should keep evolving like a caterpillar to a cacoon to a butterfly. keep changing to be a more beautiful person. dont hide in cask. that where you can fly and reach the un-imagine. gd nite
I shone with Jesus @ | 2:36 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
still too lazy to blog, now is 3am and my com refuse to work at 12am so i kind of only wish to type a short post cause i do not have any inspiration. something those closest to you when they cant phrase a sentence or say thing properly, they do hurt you a lot. i do understand how it feel. i feel now many people around me are feeling emotional. lols. hopefully they will avoid me cause i kind of hate it. Tuesday to Friday i have camp so one last chance tomorrow. And my Facebook is inactive, so don't bother adding me guys, i use it at times to check some stuff or else i don't use it. Oh ya, sorry for being MIA for so long guys, and lastly if you wish to be ministry to. Just pray that my computer work more often and also i have more time open up. So i will be in the mood to post up some inspirational post from God. and of course pray for his anointing and his word. Hope lead to Faith, Faith lead to Work, lastly Work need love to be fully accomplish. Love being greatest above Faith and Hope yet Faith need work. Hope need to be activated at times for Faith to move.
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:45 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
i am super lazy in posting. sorry guys, been really busy, recently went tanning with kaiting, for more info and photo on the trip go to her blog, http://2125-7036.blogspot.com/ been busy doing lots of stuff, next week there is a camp comin up, tmw is service, hope my Dad wil go for sunday but i dont know la, havnt get to ask, more info on next blog, it wil be on Judas Iscariot, and on 1 Cor on love. catch up more on the blog for the next issues of the post. promise to be interesting yet controversial. dont kill me for it. lols.
I shone with Jesus @ | 2:52 AM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
sick and tired of planning stuff. i rather plan my own business and push it off 4 more success then to plan event for the cell. Be it how i plan for a cheaper alternative, a better location, or make it better, there will always be rejection. Its either too far, no money or etc. i seen better excuse then all this. If u guy wan to comment or scold me or do anything and say i am immature in this issue. go ahead, i am ready. Something we need to face up to the fact if thing are really going as it is. People must constantly change to reach the next level. I believe in changing oneself, changing what is within to change what is out the surface. i dislike people that change their outside and then in the end their tail is left hanging out and get caught. make your choice, change from inside out or act your way and be a hypocrite. I can honestly say that the church haven't really change much. Human are still limit by Satan when they refuse to submit to God. I seen more and more leader being more of a hypocrite yearning for more power and influence then truly care about the welfare of his people. my brother share with me a story on a leader which i wont comment much more on it, but it truly show that the church is not protected from hypocrite as Paul mention in his letter to the church. We should try to change this black sheep or weed them out. I believe in a self-correcting mechanism within the church with Christ as the centre piece holding control and overseeing, people will self-correct themselves due to him or via him through some other people. i believe it possible and it will be made possible in him i believe.
13"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the kingdom of heaven in men's faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to.a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]
Matthew 7:5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:21 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Favoritism Forbidden
1My brothers, as believers in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ, don't show favoritism. 2Suppose a man comes into your meeting wearing a gold ring and fine clothes, and a poor man in shabby clothes also comes in. 3If you show special attention to the man wearing fine clothes and say, "Here's a good seat for you," but say to the poor man, "You stand there" or "Sit on the floor by my feet," 4have you not discriminated among yourselves and become judges with evil thoughts?
5Listen, my dear brothers: Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom he promised those who love him? 6But you have insulted the poor. Is it not the rich who are exploiting you? Are they not the ones who are dragging you into court? 7Are they not the ones who are slandering the noble name of him to whom you belong?
8If you really keep the royal law found in Scripture, "Love your neighbor as yourself,"a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a] you are doing right. 9But if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers.10For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it. 11For he who said, "Do not commit adultery,"b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b] also said, "Do not murder."c]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[c] If you do not commit adultery but do commit murder, you have become a lawbreaker.
12Speak and act as those who are going to be judged by the law that gives freedom, 13because judgment without mercy will be shown to anyone who has not been merciful. Mercy triumphs over judgment!
i super like dis part of the bible. lols since Jacob say, if i wan to blog i go to my own blog to blogged and not the cell blog so i blog it here lo. I am free to say what i want here also. i feel that within my cell, some prominent people do show strong favoritism thou. lols. But i afraid to say human is imperfect, more or less within us we will bound to show some favoritism,.but some of it is rather obvious. well, if you guys fr my cell do read this post, don't come and ask me who is it or question me about it, instead why not all of us reflect upon this point and see if its really true, such as people we choose to bring into church, we try to reach out more to this kind and not that kind of people cause i don't like this kind and so on. Isn't what i mention the truth and pretty much happen in church now. i think for the next few post. i will b opening it up for discussion. hopefully people can share with me be it you are a christian or not. just share your thought. i will open some topic for discussion. today 3 June the topic will be on favoritism. what is your idea on it. Do people in church or in work place have favoritism as describe such as Leader-Member Exchange Theory. Does it even happen in school. cya guys, i am too tired, tomorrow i have an interview at 11am.. bye
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:51 PM
finally i am back from china. really tired from all the walking, climbing, entering of tomb, hunting for good bargain and souvenir. something travel suck when thing goes wrong but i wont go into it. anyway my mind is having all kind of weird thought and dream recently and china girl are indeed hot, seriously, i don't mind a china girl as a girlfriend if they do speak English at the very least. Their above average is like WOW. Tired is all i have in my mind. I do miss the old days yet forget what is of the past instead look ahead at what is brand new. Anne rice 2nd book on Jesus give me a good idea on what is my next phase of my life going to be like. thank for the pm, seriously you will know who still care or want to be part of your life by looking at who enter your blog. I am revamping my life pretty soon, building up my body, working to get money, making my business successful within 2 years and start to delete and put aside contact and people who are still on good term because of the benefit they get from me and not because of genuine friendship. I am a very simple person, i return people who treat me well double of what they give me, same as those who treat me badly, i will be "nice" to them. (: this is just some random post afte i return and once again i hate emo people. So those who are, please dont be like that in front of me.
